It was undeniable
my heart did flip flops on a roller coaster
flickered in still frames
black and white dripping
focusing hard enough
I knew in that moment
I would have to erase this outcome
nausea gripped my throat
swallowed entirely into the floor
my heart did flip flops on a roller coaster
flickered in still frames
black and white dripping
focusing hard enough
I knew in that moment
I would have to erase this outcome
nausea gripped my throat
swallowed entirely into the floor
there was no one to assist my rescue
Your laughter pierced my clouded vision
I imagined myself
drowned in the bathtub
your indifference become
weaved into my demise
when your body is torn asunder
halves of you no longer puzzling
numbness is greedily devoured
your indifference become
weaved into my demise
when your body is torn asunder
halves of you no longer puzzling
numbness is greedily devoured
when pain takes resident in the softness
invades your safety
comfort comes from shutting down
my body was a battle ground
waking moments riddled with bullet holes
my skin became a prison I was held in
for crimes accidentally committed
justice cares not for the begging of redemption
this murder was hanging from my hands
I dreamt of clawing it out from inside of me
the choice had already made
Hearing my own voice agonizing the end
a mouth full of anti-anxiety
shock ripped through the entirety of me
Then. Blackness.
It was over.
Our eyes never locked again
the butterflies were extinguished
littering the bathroom floor
sickness made its away
now I was nightmaring
in invisible view
this was my punishment
to be shadowed by decisions
haunted by metal
wholeness to never be again
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