Decisions for Another Time

I am a crossroad

paths Gemini'd into confused existence
drawing bloody hands 

across inky timing

Unknowingness which guides this body
unwittingly into precarious shadows
a heart that knows 

only unsought donated boundaries

Clumsily supplicating higher powers
bestowing statements into scripts
gently dancing through 

cemetery pasts discarded

In this lack of comfort
friendly only with ghosts

that threaten current existence
I cannot mother a pedestal of anchorage